Songs that makes me sing, cry, dance, go crazy, lie down on the ground and just feel so DAMN much

I had quite rough day at school yesterday, it was physically and mentally rough day. 

I didn't even realize until school day was over, but after words I felt really sleepy and wanted to just nestle under my blanket and feel sad.

Ayway, I felt better after two hour nap next to my really good friend, but this morning wasn't so good.. cause I'm never late from school stuff and this morning I missed my alarm and because of that I missed my development discussion with my teacher...

but yesterday and today (and some days at last couple of weeks when I've been missing my friends in south and feeling happy with people here and feeling messy about some relationships, I've been noticing some old and new songs that always make me feel.... so so much!

elämä ois saatanan kaunista

istuisin sun vieressä kuistilla

aurinko ois kasvojas pitkin

jos kaipuusta itkin

en itkisi uudestaan

Every new beginning comes from some other beginnings end

is it enough to love

is it enough to breath

somebody rip my heart out

and leave me here to bleed

is it enough to die

somebody saved my life

I'd rather be anything but ordinary please

turha on siskot, musta murhetta valmiissa maailmassa kantaa

maanantai oli pilvinen päivä, mut tänään jo valoo antaa

and now I'll close my eyes really, really tight

and make you all go away

I'll make you all go away

this song just makes me smile and dance

olen kasvanut kiinni lähtöön, kaupungin kaipuuseen

dreaming dreams with happy endings

in backyards, winning battles with our wooden swords

but now we've stepped into a cruel world

where everybody stands up and keeps score

and my quite new favourite moving song that makes me feel almost every feeling I could at same time

and I've been a fool and I've been blind

I can never leave the past behind

I can see no way, I can see no way

I'm always dragging that horse around

How to live with roommates, theathre, autumn and million other things

Starting to feel like home in here.

My room is a mess and first fights about dishes has been fighten and we're still fine with boys (who I live with)

My classmates are really awesome and I looooove to study what I'm studying here. There's a lot of stuff that I knew already, but this is just starting and some recap can't hurt right?

you "maybe" noticed, that my hair colour is different now. I just coloured it at this week :) on monday.

I get bored to be blond (and colour wasn't that pretty anymore) so I decided to be redishbrunet again :)

I seriously should be packing right now, cause I'm going to visit my friends at south at weekend, but I'm feeling soooooo lazy.

But now I'm going to pack up, really!

ps. here some pics from my room.. just two, cause its so messy in here :P