How to live with roommates, theathre, autumn and million other things

Starting to feel like home in here.

My room is a mess and first fights about dishes has been fighten and we're still fine with boys (who I live with)

My classmates are really awesome and I looooove to study what I'm studying here. There's a lot of stuff that I knew already, but this is just starting and some recap can't hurt right?

you "maybe" noticed, that my hair colour is different now. I just coloured it at this week :) on monday.

I get bored to be blond (and colour wasn't that pretty anymore) so I decided to be redishbrunet again :)

I seriously should be packing right now, cause I'm going to visit my friends at south at weekend, but I'm feeling soooooo lazy.

But now I'm going to pack up, really!

ps. here some pics from my room.. just two, cause its so messy in here :P

People I've loved, I have no regrets...

...some I remember, some I forget

So my moving is almost done, now all my stuff are at my dads place and tomorrow we're going to drive to Kokkola and take all this stuff there. 

I'm coming back south though, cause 15th of this month I'm going to Netherlands (can't wait for it!!) so it's easier (and cheaper) to stay here till I go to the airport and then when I get back Finland go straight from Helsinki to Kokkola 

(and no one wanted to read that much about that really :P)

So I also had to think today, what I need from now till ... umm... 23th of this mont

and it's way too much, thinking about clothes I mean :P

or well.. that's what I thought but then it was quite easy, I really don't need all these clothes that I have, I have them wayyyyyyy too much

And now I'm just sitting here and thinking that I seriously should do everything else but write this blog and do nothing wise 

I could like... I don't know, check all those boxes, wich I want to take with me and wich I will leave here to my dads... (wich he will like :DD)

sooooooo

now I maybe go... and do something to eat and then put everything in really, really good order and then...

something

(this must be really interesting to read :D just me "talking" to myself... welcome to my head, this is how weird there is... and now I'm way too tired to write... and this sounds bit insane.. so I'm going to stop. 

seriously

NOW!)

ps. my friend played this to me today and I kinda like about this song now (he performed it way better though)

I've been little bit lost without you

and I'm a bloody big mess inside

Last week was soooo great, I had so many memorable things and meet new people

and that almost hurts.. cause I'm moving away. So it's kind of unfair to meet great people now.

Yesterday dad picked up most of my stuff so it's really empty in here now, it's weird.

Now I should really pack rest of my stuff and clean this place and then go to my sisters place (I'm going to stay there for few nights.. cause I still have work in here.)

Here is just few pics that I took yesterday, when I had so much space to take pics :DD

hmh.. I feel sooooo weird.

can't write anything sensible now, so I will just stop.

How can you show me paradise when I'm leaving?

Summer is finally here (yes, I know it has been "summer" already like two months.. but it's been raining all the time)

And I can wear my shorts, and I loooooove that :)

(I have noticed, that when reading my blog you can find out that I love lot of things :DD)

Now I should be packing all my stuff, mum picked up some of them this morning and I got a feeling that maybe all this stuff will end someday (alrhought it feels like I have waaaay too much things..)

Tomorrow dad will come and take rest of them, and then I just have to clean this place up and it's about that..

weird 

I'm going to be "homeless" for almost a month

I have apartment in that city where I'm moving to, but I can't get my stuff (or myself) there before second last week of august, so I'm just living at my sister's and my dad's place (and at my friends place who I will visit in netherlands, I wait that so so much!)

Now I'm going to swimming with friend and after that I will (seriously!!) pack up :p

So here we go bluebird

I have been quite melancholic at this weekend, well.. no, just today.

Yesterday I were at Särkänniemi (it's one amusement park in here) that was fun and I didn't think any heavy stuff almost whole day.

Except at train on my way back home.

I have been this melacholic because of my moving out and thinking about all the things that will change. I wait them to though, but still, it always makes me a little bit blue, thinking about all that :)

Today I went to coffee with myself (I were going to library, but it was closed) and I found and bought one book that sounded good (and it is too) and it's so weird, like it's written from my life :D

the girl in the book is few years older than me though but still :) 

that's me (number)

From tomorrow till thursday I got to go to work everyday, but after that we're going to go to our summer cottage with one of my friends (I reeeeeally hope that it's going to be nice weather then)

And then it's almost august already, brrrr.. time goes so fast.

Now I go and do something sensible, like finally wash my dishes :P

Bye!

Sunday kind of love

Fist thing to say today

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL MOTHERS!!

and then, I've been having great time today. It's been really relaxing and calm day.

Yesterday was nice too :)

I had first day at my new working place (one store..)

and it was okay.

Then I go to my childhood home town and one of those youngsters band event, cause my friend was working in there (he kinda like coach two bands) and after that i hang out with him

Practice few new songs and laugh A LOT! like always, he is just the best thing :)

(i'm loving those pants <3 they're just soooo nice)

I give flowers to my mum and spent night there (from yesterday to today) and went to sauna at the evening, ooooh, i miss our summercottage sooooo badly, i want to go there soon :)

Here is my niece and i, she's soooo cute and lovely. My little sunshine :)

Just before i started wroting this i were painting on my balcony, just tried some colours fastly.. like few minutes painting. I have to remember to buy new brushes and better paper for painting :)

ps. im pretty amazed that i like this so much.. this is nice song too :) I la-la-like the pretty reckless.. weird :P

World of wrong choices

I don't know what's getting in to me, i have some kind of "cleaning my life" -thing going on for few days now..

I have started to doing salads and everything, cleaning up my home and today I started inventory in my closet :p

I've been kinda shopaholic lately (like two years.. specially past year)

And that shows really badly in my closet, i have many clothes that i haven't even use, EVER! or had use like one or two times.. brr

I hate myself for that sometimes.. but it's been quite.. hmm.. i don't really know how to explain it well.. but i think many girls know that feeling, when you are feeling down and then you go to clothes, acressories or shoes store.. well you know what happens!

And it brings a nice feeling, not always, if nothings looking good on you, but mostly it does. Getting something pretty and nice.

So i have been buying lot of that kind of stuff in past two years, and now im looking all that stuff and want to get rid of it.

It's not that simple of course.. but im starting it now :)

This whole thing is coming from that my mind has been such a mess lately, and i really want to clear it out :) So im trying to be happy and change some stuff about me.. not outside, inside this time.

Wow.. i really wrote a lot.. and sooooo weird stuff :D

Maybe i should stop this blog before it gets too much like a diary..

or maybe not

Here is again something to listen for you:

This make me feel nice and I just want to daaaaaance

ps. my english sucks..